I’m sitting here looking at this white screen trying to
figure out a way to put in print how amazing God is. I am forewarning you that
I am going to fall extremely short in expressing the depth and precision of His
love and blessings on all of us.
Just 3 weeks ago I was opening myself up and moving things around
within my heart so that God could move in and perform a Feng Shui type makeover
of my insides. I had somehow allowed
myself to get comfortable with where I was spiritually, but my spirit was very
uncomfortable. I had a Holy Spirit Charlie horse with unrelenting pain. I knew I was actively disobeying God. I knew
He wanted me to run away from it, break off ties with it, delete it from my
life and move forward into His plan for me. I resisted. Ask me why and we’ll
have a starring contest for hours. I simply don’t know. Personal desire,
earthly needs, general rebellion? Who knows? There are tons of reasons we
choose to go against God’s grain. Minor
details excluded, I finally decided that I wasn’t going to make any more
decisions without God saying, YES.
Ever since I said YES to God, He has been saying YES right
back at me. Blessings are overflowing in every corner of my life. Broken pieces
of my past are mending and obstacles are being removed. The path is paved with
God’s assurance and guided by His truth.
I know my audience and I can say this with complete
confidence, that I have found my future. I know where I am, and I know where I
am going.
I encourage any eyes that read this to allow God into your spiritual living room and let him
rearrange your life according to His vision, not yours. He is the greatest
interior decorator and no one will ever make your spiritual house look better
than He will.